The truth

Is what u want it to be.


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Disappointment

Sometimes the very small decisions a person makes can create a very big disappointing gap in another. There are certain things in life we cannot change, a fact is a fact.

When you reach that conclusion you should realize that the choices you make should be for the better and not because you have your own selfish reasons for making your choice. Just because a person is understanding does not mean that person agrees with your choice.

Step back, reflect and realize what you are doing is wrong and cannot be compared to anything previously. It's a shame that I have lost the respect I had for you because of this.

sanity

The things that u wonder about when a person no longer responds. What does it all mean why is it or what is it. Sometimes u get so used to hearing from someone that when u don't ur mind is scrambled. Would be nice to get back my sanity.

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Some days things are much harder

I find that sometimes good news is not actually that great. Discovering people's secrets, hearing things third hand, and everything else can make getting through the day very difficult. Anyways I should look past the hard choices realizing that they will past just because that's how life is also. Time will past, people will change, and who we are, who we become is every changing.

Choices

Choices are what we make in life. Choices influence what we do, where we go, and how happy we are. The time to make a choice is never the right time but we have to live by those choices.

I know I should make some choices but ... do I want to?

Loving the life

There are times when I realize my life is really really really good. I have friends, family, and a very interesting life. I don't have to worry about money (most of the time), job, or school anymore.

This last weekend I had a great time beginning with watching the Mayweather/Mosely fight at Red Zone. Then we headed to Confidential where every one there is the best, taking care of you, and just chill friends. We ended up meeting up with Hoa and her friends.

Looking people like Jenna who can up and go to Costa Rica, I admire the quality in a person to realize that sometimes there are things in life you have to do and cannot wait. Amazing when you think ... I hope that this year I will be heading on a longer vacation like I used to do. Maybe it will be Dubai, Paris, or anywhere in between.

I picked up a 52" LED Sony tv this weekend ... ouch need to get that spending under control as I can't keep buying myself new toys.

Life is good, can't wait til I get to share it with someone special, are you out there? LOL

A look back

Wow looking back in the short time that has passed by since I was in a relationship over a year ago makes me wonder what a difference a year makes. The person who so suddenly swept in due to so many factors then could not deal with my unwillingness to commit is very far gone from my life. She definitely was a factor, from the time I met her seeing her again after a period of distance and th final closing of the circle when we closed our gap between us. She opened me to much new things including the world of country music, life and happiness, and disappointment.

I have moved on yet in a way I and yet there are moments that freeze in time. In a way I am still unsure of where I am going, will go, and end up. The likelihood is I will run into it and experience the high, the lows, and everything until I meet my match.


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Does this mean your better than me?

Funny thing in life is that you meet all sorts of people. Some become friends, some lovers, some ex- lovers, and some are there only for the blink of an eye.

The ones that makes me wonder most are those that decide for whatever reason that your no longer worth being a friend are most upsetting. Not upsetting in a tear jerker help me way but more like the value of friendship is demeaned by the action.

Twice I have met people become friends and somehow lost the connection that brought us together in the first place. Maybe the mixing of a man and a woman is much to complex without throwing in all the other issues that come with it. I hope that someday we will resolve our issues and resume the friendship we once had.

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The time has come to start a new day

It has been a while since I have updated this blog of mine. Much has happened in the short time that I last put my thoughts for everyone to read.

I became a homeowner, made new friends, lost friends, had relationships, ended relationships, and in between provide my kids with a father who tried his best to provide the best.

Throughout that time I have grown, changed my thinking, looked forwards and backwards, and tried to rediscover who I am. I still desire the partner in life who will complete the better half of me, convince me to take risks, and explore life's lessons.

Today is a new day and I look forward to tomorrow.

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